Some things are meant to be uuh..hidden. 

People tend to put everything inside an invisible box. If you go beyond that, surely you’ll be controversial or just blasphemous. There is always a limitation on what people should do. There are things that they call proper and deviating from that makes you a minion of the underworld. But what is really the sense of conservatism?

Okay. Everyone who knows me is aware that I am far from conservative. I tend to blurt out unimaginable stuff that virgin ears cannot stomatch (okay, ears have stomachs trolol). It has been my nature to become too honest and I always think too loudly. 

Well, it is really a good thing that I am able to express what I feel almost all of the time. That is why I’m easy to read. I always get straight to the point (if only I can do that with my scientific papers :|) and I say everything I want to say. But the downside of this brutal “honesty” is that I hurt people with the truth. Well not really the truth ‘cause sometimes they’re really just my opinions. But still.. hurting others without meaning it makes me feel bad.

Sometimes my mouth tend to say things directly from my spinal cord (sometimes from my seminiferous tubules lol joke!). Conservative people get shock whenever they hear me talking about kinda-adult stuff. I actually do get them. There are things that I’m not supposed to describe with full details but when I get too excited I always forget to hit the brake.

So what is the sense of this blabber? Well, I just realized the importance of conservatism. We should not focus on the fact that it gives us limitations in things we do. It is important because it always comes with respect. When we talk too much of worldly stuff with our friends, we tend to disregard the feelings of other people hearing us who are not used to those topics. Sometimes it’s like putting salt in a freshwater ecosystem and that is absolutely not right because in life we will not only live with people who understand us. There will come a time that we will be the one who’ll get shocked by the actions of others and that would be traumatic.

Respect is a strong word but it creates order. 

With that, I now intend to tone down the brutality of my honesty. :)

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When we fall in love we really don’t have the free choice when to begin it. But you know what sucks even more? We can never force ourselves to end it even if we tell ourselves everyday that it’s over.